I looked at the calender on my computer today and was all "Wait ... the 18th? SERIOUSLY!?"

I am still here btw, just ... ummm ... other stuffing? (as opposed to stuffing others .. though that might be fun too, I know a few people who need to be stuffed in really small closets, or maybe air tight boxes ... moving on shall we? Yes, I think so.)

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I was totally going to think of a better title. Brain is still not working though so to the point it is ( Read more... )

I have exhausted my list of things I have the mental capacity to focus on to stave off boredom. I can't even seem to focus on colouring in a colouring book right now and yet the "everything else" is not engaging enough to offset the boredom setting in. In a weird place. Only so much staring blankly into space thinking 'I really don't feel well' a ( Read more... )

Until I start the last round of chemo. You would think I would be happy about this wouldn't you? Before I can explain why I am not, I think we need to go back to last Thursday.

( for talk of vomiting, not graphic )

I mean, okay, intellectually, I knew they did, or at least that it would be safe to assume they did. They are birds and other birds like them eat worms. I have just never seen a crow eat anything that wasn't stolen from the irate guy now waving half a sandwich, taken from a trashcan or required it be dropped from 50+ feet several times over to ( Read more... )

Forgot to mention this earlier and it kind of needs it's own post anyway. I remember telling Mom, right about when I gave her my last 2 percocet and said "I don't need them anymore and someone else has been taking them, get them out of here!" (I have a suspicion who was taking them ... I am not pleased and for more reasons than while everyone knows ( Read more... )

At least as far as journal layouts are concerned at DW. Not 100% there yet, but closer!

As for actual me, I FINISHED RADIATION!!!!

Wednesday was my last treatment. I have pretty much been enjoying not having to make the daily drive since then. It's kind of cool. I have time again. Not entirely sure what to do with it. Still have 2 more rounds of ( Read more... )

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14 fricken years people! countem! That is how long I have been waiting for this game!

Okay, not exactly THIS game, just the one that was promised and promoted along with the release of DKII until a moment of stunning fuckwittery which only EA could accomplish .. and they did. Flawlessly ( Read more... )

Ages ago I was supposed to make a post all about how the weather sucked (seriously, snowing and we have to go OVER a mountain to get to the cancer clinic which means more snow) and how the people who are supposed to keep the roads drivable didn't believe the weather forecast and thus did NOT keep up with the roads. Then on the way back it was ( Read more... )

I feel like shit ( Read more... )